As my luck will have it.

The photographer- MY wedding photographer's computer crashed last week...With MY wedding pictures on it! And of course no back up. No, who woulda thunk a computer of ever crashing? Coincidentally, he's my coworker and he completely neglected to tell me this. despite, my numerous questions about how long and "can i just have one?", "just to show my family."

So, here i am. CRUSHED. a tad hysterical. crying. its not a good thing for someone in my state to have to deal with right now.

Which speaking of, let me just tell ya how 'my state' is treating me...

I'm extremely bloated

i feel like an overweight person trying to run a marathon. Even when I'm sitting.

Sappy love movies make me wanna cry.

AND i have a bladder infection!

word of advice... dont get pregnant.

ok ok jk sure I've got the gift of life in my belly. And its a magical thing but. I say the stork really should exist! the world would be a happier place.

so here it is...

Macey at 19 weeks.